a man knows nothing of what he has till he has lose it. once there ever there, but one thing is for certain love needs understand, petting and warm toughts. dyme i was in the arms of the who love me, i felt heaven on earth! hell far away peace so close, stars never shine like it did shine that night. it was a night that the red and white roses saluted. it was as silent as if we are the only living things on earth. the earth which i knew that night seems ever lasting. but i now know that good times dont last for ever. the girl so much loved me like crazy, she wanted us to get married in life and this came to me that i know she is growing older everday so am i and by the time she is due for marriage, and if her parent decide to let her out then i will be the one to be hurt. her brother called me on the phone and said if i really love her and want the best for i should let her go. so i did, she calls but i dont say much if i ans the phone at all, she keeps on for over 6 months and leter give up. she lives in me every day and now. after our .....some time late last year, i learned she has got a new boy friend and possibily getting married. i called her and she was well pleased with the call is like she wanted me to explain why and then we go back to normal but i made her understand that this life of ours some times dont go the way we plan and may be the best for her is to get married with her new guy. we discuss love issues and say goodbye for awhile. i travaled last two weeks to attend her marriage. i was there but i couldnt bear to see the one i love in the arms of a stranger to me. i couldnt stay. i left a note and returned home two days before the celebrations. she was very mad to know i left so i learn from her friends. she got married this sunday 13 of april 2003.
so u see i was there and never out but out physically. hope u understand.